I am also a Magickian! My moniker "PastBastard" actually refers to Freemasonry: I am a Past Master. There is an inner aspect to anonymity that allows a personality to explore new directions for growth. I had never thought about that, but it is very much the case. Also, I strongly suggest a VR Temple if you have the means. It had always seemed to me that if I could create something astrally, it would eventually come to fruition. Creating in VR also invokes the thing into your life, although in a different manner.