Life Disappointment & Huddles : How To Walk The Journey

Hello, thanks for dropping by. I have thought of this for a very long time. Thanks to steemit that enables us to create our ideas on this platform. How time flies so fast. How invention and technology radically change the world. Until many of us are confused in our small global village. This is a story that is aged. I have had it in my life for quite some time now. This is our world. The world that you see people's lifestyles on the internet and you are not by yourself. You wish you were like them. That you could beat them in the field. Others earn from the internet more than you and you ask yourself, How?!

You struggle to be like them when the reality is you can’t match them. I totally understand you, darling. After seeing some vloggers and scrolling through social platforms you feel like your life is a failure. I know. Why? Because I too I have been there. And still, I am.

Trust me. I had friends we were at the same level. But right now they have gone a step much higher than me. However much I try to emulate them I feel I can’t beat them. It brings me down that I can’t beat them. Sometimes I sit down and think to myself if any case I lacked fortune from birth. I know you feel the same.

Thinking of beating them took me into depression. I thought of letting go always. To get that my life back. To be me. That young man who was so vibrant. I needed to go so I can be free. Happy. Joyous. Smiley. Alive. And to feel life once again.

I sat down. Began to count the stars. To count my blessings one by one. To feel the journey God has given me. Flashing back my journey. How huddles have been so hard to beat. How I have struggled with my relationships. How I have failed severally. How I have always lifted myself up. I rise and give myself a warm hug.

I have cried before. I am just human to cry. But I mirror myself and encourage myself that the difficult moments are passed. I am juggling with life. Life after campus. I had higher expectations just like you. Getting a good job was at the top of my to-do list. I went to a well-known campus and I thought getting a job won’t be a struggle. After Campus things turned out not as expected.

Life got difficult. I drowned myself into depression. I blamed everyone for what I was going through. I know you too may be struggling to juggle up with such life challenges. Having a baby, juggling with campus or after campus life. School ups and downs. Heartbreaks. Denial. Its ok darling. No, let me say it one more time. It’s ok!!

This journey is yours. So does everybody. Everyone has their own unique times. It’s yours. Nothing that you have undergone is a mistake. Everything is worth it. Such is the nature of life. To feel disappointed. Unaccepted. Unloved. Unsuccessful. This is life’s nature.

It’s not bad to feel it this way. Cry if you can. Weep every moment you will like. Cry to let go. To give your heart life. Give yourself a smile. Smile broadly because you just underwent a life cycle. This is your journey. Very unique and of its kind. Right? Let time be your friend. Find happiness and let go. Because this is your own journey. Get enough sleep. Give yourself good food. Hey! Spread love. It‘s just a passing wind. Today we mourn but when dawn comes we smile.

Remember to share the love and feel great in your own journey!!!!!