Hi @smylie2005, I think that's one of the most frustrating things about this whole system - that it is a problem for just about everybody! And it begins at school, this conditioning to accept this as our lot in life. Reminds me of Pink Floyd's Brick in the Wall. You are right, of course, about finding joy - my greatest joy is my 1 year old granddaughter, and also that I live in such a beautiful seaside village. My anger and frustration is the result of my son being sucked into the system - I really want freedom for him.
On a more positive note, my husband and I are embarking on a new venture in an attempt to gain a bit of freedom which we hope will also benefit our son. Thanks for your encouragement, it is so appreciated that you took the time to read it and respond with such positivity.