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The suicidal thoughts

The suicidal thoughts, written by Oyinkro Christian Owoupele (Krislife).
When you hear the word suicide what comes to your mind?
I am sure you will think that it is jumping from a high rise building down. Well, If that is your your definition, then you are correct. But what really is suicide. First, Suicide originates from the mind. It is not a one day decision. People who have committed suicide in the past did that for one reason or the other. It could be depression running through their minds day and night, it could be because they just killed someone owning to anger and not want to kill themselves also. Suicide is a step by step process. Suicide is a disease. If someone is hit by suicidal thoughts and it keeps reoccurring it can be super dangerous.
I have read on news paper, watched on TV how wealthy men children commit suicide. Successful people do nothing but take their own life. Why why why? Is it not precious to them, family and friends?

MY OWN STORY
Severally, I have thought of going to the main road and abandoning my family and going mad on the street.
Severally, I have said why am I even created. What is my purpose on earth?
Severally, I have said, does my life really matter?
Severally, I have said what am I living for?
This is my life.
Things to note about suicide .
Suicide means killing yourself. You don't own your life so why take it?
Kurt Cobain did, others did.
Drugs overdose etc.
One Sunday the 2nd of December 20
18 while I was in church, soon I started to think about my life.
And then I said in 2022, I will be 26 years old. I will be old. 26 means old age. Can't I just stop at like 24 , and stay young? Does it matter if I continue?
This is me already a millionaire.i became a millionaire in 2017 last year after an inheritance I got from my dad who is now late.
This is what happens to some millionaire.
They slept and woke up becoming millionaires over night without working for it.
They eat until they are fully satisfied. Give out money like they are tearing paper from a note book.
This I know that I did not become a millionaire by mistake. God made me one. It is true that I write it down that I want to be a millionaire at the age of 21. And here I am.
John 10:10 says that devil has only come to kill steal and destroy....
If you take your life, devil just stole from you.
Also, If you take your life, you will bring great pain to your family and that stigma will remain.

           THE SOLUTIONS

1. PICK UP A WORK OR JOB THAT YOU LOVE AND DO IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART.

2.LEARN TO BE GRATEFUL TO GOD.
He will keep making you rich and richer every day, his mercies endure the forever but still, you must be and remain grateful.

3.IF THERE IS A PROBLEM THAT KEEPS DISTURBING YOU AND IS THE CENTRE OR ORIGINATOR OF THAT SUICIDAL THOUGHTS; KILL THAT THOUGHT.

4.LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOUR SELF THE WAY GOD CREATED YOU AND DON'T TRY TO BE LIKE SOMEONE ELSE. LISTEN, YOU ARE UNIQUE, BEAUTIFULLY, WONDERFULLY AND FEARFULLY MADE.

5.DONT JUST LIVE, CONTRIBUTE BE A PART OF THE GAME. BE A PART OF WHAT IS HAPPENING. ENJOY YOURSELF. Jesus said occupy till I come. This is your time and soon, time will fly away like wind.

In Summary, let me ask you this question, where you in the 17th century? NO !
What about 18th Century?
Still NO !
19th Century?
Absolutely NO!
And so, it is time for you to occupy. This is your time and so, make it count. King David in the Bible said,
Lord teach me to number my days that I may gain a heart unto wisdom.

I love computer, I love building, I love creating, I love inventing, I love writing. This is the time.

Finally, I am not even married yet. I am still 22. And a student studying gas engineering in the University of port Harcourt.
Life is beautiful. And I must see that, accept this beauty.
In the next 10 years, I will be 32 and another 10, 42 and another 52.

A 52 years old man is considered old.
But there is something known as aging with grace.
I must age with grace in Jesus name.
My body is the temple of the Lord.
The Bible says that what so ever a man finds his hands doing, he should do it happily unto God and not man.

If you love traveling, travel.
Do it with passion.
LET PASSION RULE. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO JESUS AND THAT WAS WHY HE CAME FOR YOU.
SAY THIS

"JESUS LOVES ME"

life becomes even more worthy and worthful when we use our resources to bless lives. Be reReady to bless lives. This is the time. There is no perfect time than now.
Don't kill yourself.
Instead kill that ill thought that says that you are not good enough.

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