Yes, killing is bad as a Christian and homosexuals is also condemned by God.
If Cee is ready to change then he can, it's just a decision for him to make it all depends on him, it may be hard but with a strong will decision its possible, and God by his side its very easy I pray God help him.
I pray he is still alive. He spoke about committing suicide both as a means of ending his misery and also as a way of getting back at him critical parents.
Something quite similar happened to Ronnie Roberts, Oral Roberts first son. He commited suicide. I do hope Cee is alive still. But I may never know!! Not knowing hurts