You are definitely allowed to learn and grow and change! That is what life is about!
And frankly, everyone who acts like the ONLY thing for "woke" people to do is farm, are crazy. Not everyone is a farmer. I'm not. I want to live in a tiny house in a forest. I want to caretake land for mama Danu and all life upon her. I don't want to farm and stash supplies. Ancestrally, if we're talking since the advent of agriculture, sure, MOST people were involved in food production, but not everyone was. There were artisans and bards and priests and warriors and so on. And also, at that time, the Earth was not POISONED like she is today, and species weren't going extinct en masse. I think my purpose has a lot more to do with cleaning up our mess than food production.
Tl;dr we all have different paths! You do you. :)