Well, I'll admit. Your post did make me a little sad. It's a story of doing what you love and what you believe in, then after some time realizing it makes you tired and you don't love it as much anymore. And (partly) quiting. I have a similar story. Of something I believed in 100% and then after some time decided to change, because it got me too tired. Doesn't mean I don't believe it anymore. It's still a big part of things most valuable. But still I also wouldn't want to go back to investing all the time and energy the way I did. It's an interesting part of affairs, quitting things. Not all bad, not all good, perhaps. Hope you find back some of the energy and inspiration of before, sooner than you'd expect :)