Promiscuous A Sissy Life Of Ecstacy

hashsteemin (49)adminin BETA SISSY TGIRLS • 3 days ago

Sometimes I have to ask myself why on earth didn't I transition sooner and I could be standing there with my voluptuous breast implants in each hand feeling and looking spectacular. I could have come much further down the feminization rabbit hole that I know we all adore so much. Then I remind myself that I have never really hated my life and I am always and always have been exactly where I am supposed to be. Would transitioning during high school been as fun and full of the same kind of erotically ambient moments that are so wonderful or..... or rather it would potentially have been ravaging to the development of the feminine experience by my peers with their insults and demeanor. I also imagine that the majority of the people who are in the background of my life still or not such as family and friends from my youth would have a contrary nature in aspect of the relationship with them at the present junction of my life.

Yes I do think I would have had breast implants done a few years ago and I am upset with the way I was born sometimes. It has gotten worse and I am a bit embarrassed to admit it makes me feel uncomfortable and ugly until I cry once and a while. It has turned into a struggle with money and doctors at this point. I have said it before that I have better chances for the procedure if I go to Mexico and I more than likely will do just that. In Mexico there's no psychology involved with me and my decision of being feminine and having boobs and the overall cost is a little more lower.

It is always the day I owe someone something and or fee's for one thing or another. Of course there's the over spending that I have to blame myself for creating. Saving my money is practically impossible to do because I love buying things from Amazon or something like that especially when I start to look at lingerie and clothes etc. I'm uncertain about it happening in the first of the year as I wanted to believe earlier in the past few months. I'm not considering giving up or anything that causes the steps backwards to the boy clothes that is non- existing in my home. It's just going to be a few more months or so I predict.

Right now I have four different men that I have told separately that they own this bitch and each one of them loves it when I squirt jizz all around their cocks with my legs shaking and moaning like a girl for more. It is a blessing....all of them are great in bedroom activities and always love to cum in me several times during every visit. I'm more feminine in so many ways because of these horny men and I am forever grateful to each of them. So I don't mind if I need to wait to get a big load of sperm spread across my tits....oh god I wanna do it now though.....!