Betterlife | the diary game | Daily blog - 19-05-2021

Well, tell me one thing, that we get happiness and sorrow, aren't these temporary? Have you ever looked at the sky at night?Didn't you though that how small, how tiny do we are? Didn't you think we are the only ones in this infinite world,such small creatures we are ..

small and helpless, Yet we know we dream, I mean i think we all were thought to actually dream, if we didn't know how to dream, if we couldn't dream we wouldn't be alive at all.. Everybody dreams about something, at noon Someone dreams of food, some dreams of the future, some dreams of life, someone dreams of children, some dreams of love, hundreds of people dreams about many things at every moment. There is no difference between having a dreamy life and a dead man i guess, A person who don't dream he's dead.

But i love mad man, a fully mad has nothing to loose but everytime he's living his life, they have the ability to challenge everything in the world. Standing in the middle of a crowded street, they are not afraid to work for the traffic police. They walk around naked like no-one watching theme. Only they have the ability to challenge the almighty at every moment, my guru once sang a song - A man , a mad only can play a snake and wheel ludo with the lord, we can't because we have sin , we need many things in life, they are empty, they have nothing to loose or to gain.. aren't they are strange people? We have everything, roof over our heads, clothes, food, yet we feel insecure, we are afraid of losing, we seek sorrow, but these people have nothing but they are the king of their life. Nobody cares about anything. They don't feel to answer anyone, they don't need to answer anyone. No one tell them anything. they are the king of their own kingdom.

We healthy people live rather complex lives. We spend all our days in search of happiness but we feel sad, we don't know that anyone really loves happiness, this is the truth we don't love happiness, that's why we don't share happiness with anyone, we are afraid to share. If we spread or share it it might get finish. But we tell everyone about our sorrows, but we never speak about our happiness. This happiness is for me only, not for anyone. We share sorrow but keep happiness to ourselves, we keep joy but share grief with everyone, we are selfish, we are very selfish, we are inferior to animals also...

Have you seen crazy mad people? They are full with inexhaustible joy, they don't give happiness or sadness to anyone, they don't even want to take it, give them a little bit of food, see them, they throw it away and challenge you. He don't cares about the world, He don't cares about his God, For him God is nothing, he is his own king, he is his own creator. He engage himself inside his himself. But we , we normal human being's are healthy , we are living a smooth live and still we are insecure about everything, that man has nothing and still he's the king of his own life. How life makes us it's own standup material.