Who am I missing?😢

I laid down to sleep but my eyes were somewhere. I tried channeling it back with my mind but it seemed my mind was farther away. I then sought the attention of my heart and realized my heart was even the worst to have helped on this. What it had to say was, “we are missing her.” Then I was left to contemplate who they had missed.

I called unto my mind. It said, “A perfect day comes when a day begins with her. She has been missing in action. I wonder if she has been captured by another prey. It would have crippled me in life.” My heart with a deep breath said, “the amount of blood that goes into your system with just a glimpse of her message can keep you alive for a thousand years. I wonder how you managed to bring her into our lives. But I can only say, your life has fruits with her. We miss her.”

I was left to wonder with myself. Who is this angel that I’m missing? Where did I go wrong? Maybe I didn’t hold unto her well enough. Maybe my hugs weren’t tighter enough to make her stay. Was my vibe so slow that I couldn’t keep her so close? I will have to go back. When I do, I think I will have to be Bahubali. Because I know the kingdom in which she might live now will demand a ruler. I can’t just leave her there to keep missing her.

Back to my heart, who is this lady we are missing? My heart replied, “That shot angel. That lady whose smile holds more happiness than anything. That lady whose smile is hope for a generation.” Then my mind said, “Let me take it from there. A well-presented lady she is. You might have noticed how you changed when you spoke with her. Her standards are above all and we wish for her to be closer than before. Make the hugs tighter to have her. We don’t want to miss her again. Her love is like that of Mama’s. That’s why they call her Mama Rash.” That was when I realized who I have been missing.

If you are reading this, know we miss you. We miss u. We do. We will bring you closer. When we do, you will stay because there is no way there will be space for you anywhere. We want you here.

We miss you.