I remember my first watch and also I was not able to tell the time. It wasn't a digital but one you had to wind up which I did before I went to sleep. I still know what it look like and it was a present of my grandparents. Back then it was unique not many had one.
I don't wear a watch for at least 30 years, perhaps 40? And with me, many people no longer have one. It's no longer precious or something special.

I once read that people who wear a wrist watch check the time every few minutes and if you ask them right after they can rarely tell you what time it is. So wearing one means you automatically start checking the time - what a waste of time - and live a more hectic life. That article made me think and I felt that way so I took of the thing and went on living without. It works till today. I rarely check the time and I don't even look at the clock during the day. It gave me more peace of mind which is good for me because I have still issues with time - time set by some humans.

If I have to be there or travel I am always in time so I have a certain clock build in that warns me to wake up or can be that I also know by the things I do how much time has passed?
There's no longer a clock at the wall ticking the minutes, hours either although the sound of it gives me a feeling of coziness and home.

If it comes to the time you have.. I assume you have to show up in time for dialyze or doesn't it mater if you arrive 1 hour later or earlier?
For the rest I would say time is time and how we fill it is up to us. There's no need to compare what you do with others because those others are not in your situation, they do not deal with what you have to deal with. We all have our own journey, lessons to learn and some can do it in a short time others need 5 life times and still didn't learn anything.
That's how I see it (and why some people always deal with the same issues).

The smartphones are forced on to us by the government same to the elderly. Without we have no access to governmental sites/information. I find it rediculous since at the same time the personal waste is measured and noted. But hey they have a good excuse to chip people so there's no need to carry the phone along (not that I do that, I only did last Sunday as I wanted to take a photo of copper and glass for the ** photochain** comment contest of the Italian community. Let me know if you like to join it as well. It's nice to see some creativity and if the item cannot be found it's also fine if you write down a word or take a photo of a magazine.

I noticed you are very active in taking photos. Super.
A happy day, dear friend.