Understanding this—or even understanding a fraction of it—is beyond my grasp

Dear Soulfuldreamer, in this case, I for my part do not find how to comment here. Everything I've thought or felt in any way has already been written above by you, I can't say it any other way or better. (As I once wrote to you that I feel like I'm paraphrasing your post trying to make my point.)🤭
Your exceptional post should be read everyday. To remind. Of so many things. Or not?🤔 I like this thought of Blaise Pascal, I think it most accurately describes life: "We carelessly run towards the abyss, putting something in front of us so that we do not see it." It's scary. Ignorance is scary, that we are deprived of knowledge about what will be, what will happen, what would happen if... But it is even more scary if, after all the small and insignificant incidents of everyday life, one never asks himself these questions, or asks himself too late.
The awakening is short-lived, I have experienced it myself. We are wired like this, reality engulfs us, the daily brain-washing, so to speak, which is inevitable. That's our program, that's how our chip works. That's the design of the game. Every once in a while, damaged pixels let thoughts like yours through, then they quickly try to mask them. But hey, spring is not the time for such thoughts. Because nature, as the wisest entity on this planet, shows us many things with its constant cycle. And now, when it awakens and revives to new life, we must not think about the things we think🤭We should just enjoy its creations and forget about everything (enter the daily state of anesthesia).