what I had written

I think it doesn't matter what you wrote, what matters is who reads it (as far as it touches someone's essence, thoughts and perceptions).
But regarding how you wrote it:

I can never express myself as eloquently as you do.

I think you are very wrong here, the poetic and at the same time philosophical way of your writings are on a much higher level. You have posts that I haven't commented on, but I've been literally, Oh my God, that's so brilliant, insightful, I couldn't have thought of that meaning and in that direction, that way... So... 😊