I am very sorry to hear about your family situation. I understand your point very well because as the eldest son of the family I also have to struggle a lot.

I Pray for you and your family. But you should be blogging on Steemit as well as working in other sectors whether it is online or offline.You can learn any other skill at other times of the day.

Now A days online profession is a profession where your skills are most useful. If you have the skills, you can help your family by selling your skills to the world at home. So develop your skills.

At the same time increase your self-esteem. Self help is the best help. Wish You All The very very best Brother.