True. Idts there exist people who'd kill these bezuban animals on purpose. What really hurt me was her lying in the middle of the rood drowned in her own blood. The blood stained paws meant sh didn't die instantly but struggled for sometime maybe. The driver could have atleast poured water on her or something maybe something idk.

I understand what you went through. As I said there are some incidents, some accidents where we are not left with a choice. I used to feed a puppy outside my house. You know how it is in Pakistan? Killing dogs and all that. I had to keep an extra check on that little guy.

One afternoon my dad hurriedly called me and asked me to go out and check on that poor soul. My brother while reversing his car accidentally ran over the puppy. His face had completely broken and I can still hear his wailing. My brother was too devastated to even move. I called a veterinarian and he took this puppy to the clinic where the treatment was done.

After a couple of days the puppy was brought back to my place but then he never stayed put there. It was as if he'd lost his trust in him. Though he had recovered, he moved out and I saw him for a few more days outside the society untill he wasn't anywhere to be found.

The guilt in the heart demonstrates the purity of the heart. You're blessed to have it.