My journey with me being not-well continues with acute otitis media-ear inflammation

Strong pain woke me up at 2am. Pain was coming from my ear and not the physical version of it. Pain was inside. I was trying to tolerate but pain got stronger and stronger that I started crying. I was crying not just because it hurt like hell but because every other day something is wrong with me and I cant sleep every second night and I ambjust angry. I have never been sich child and I was not problematic with that and that continued in my adult era but these couple months were hell. And I feel bad because people do get thru hell but in that moment and with that pain I was feeling a little sorry for myself and that feeling had my boyfriend and my friend 😂
Sooooo, 2am, I am drinking brufen so I can sleep. Pain got away at 4am when I was exsausted at that point. Brufen lasts for me 5h. So yeah, I woke up at 7am with my ear on fire what I thought. The pain was just not bareable. I cant explain how much it was hurting. I started crying from the pain and got another brufen and the scene of me atanding in the kitchen/drinking brufen/crying and hitting my legs was something. In that very moment I knew I needed to call a doctor and get checked asap. And ypu know how much I hate doctors and would never call well thats how much it hurted that I called. One hour from that point of view, I was in a waitibg room waiting to get examed.

I was on 2burfens of 600 in 5h so I came in woth a smile and being funny me and as soon she saw my inflamation she asked me how are you so smiley and happy when you have such a serious inflamation and people with this kind of pain defenetly dont come with a smile. I told her I was on medication and now everything is nice when you dont feel that pain.

She gave me a medison and I came home.
On the way to the doctors I was listening to music in my other ear that I can hear well. Actually funny scene.

Now I am home. And the power of brufen is noe very low so It starts hurting like hell again. My mom was not for me to drink another one because its not healthy to drink that much tablets in 10h and she was right but damn I starter crying again from the pain and half an hour passed and I just took another one and said I cant deal woth this pain. Soon after I fell asleep on the couch half stabdibg because it hurted when I put my head vertically.
I slept until 4 and after that I didnt feel pain but its same feeling now, next morning, like a big bubble in my ear that gets me feeling of the 3 floors under ground and just cant her well and that little thingy in my ear that I need to eait to burst and get out soke fluid but it not bursting and its giving uncomfortsble vibe with that bubble.

I am getting my coffee. Wish me good recivery