Here's some flowers to brighten up your mood.
I know that many people are living the best of their lives, but many of us are struggling for different reasons. But don't ever think that any of them are invalid. No matter what they are, they have a purpose. And I know for a fact, that everything happens for a reason. Things will never be the way they are if not for a certain reason. Everything is planned for us, and we need to struggle to realize what we've been missing.
While it's true that not everyone has the same fortitude to maintain confidence like others, it is false to believe that you can never be one. Have you asked yourself why do you feel so little? I don't know what it requires you, but trying can help you acquire new experiences.
I know the beginning can be scary and worrisome, but rest assured, things will get better. When you're feeling down, there's the other way to go to. Lift your head and be positive of what's ahead. Anticipate with positivity and hope anew that everything will be okay.
Believe in it, because I know you've been suffering for so long. Take it easy and don't be too hard on yourself. You need to think of happy things to cheer that worn spirit. It's okay to feel not okay - no one says we can't feel the way we feel. Sometimes, it's a matter of pace. Let it take it's course and you will understand what you're seeking for.
Aren't you curious to see what awaits you?