How are you all? Hope you all are well. Alhamdulillah I am fine too. First of all thanks to. @suboohi for always organizing such a beautiful competition. Where we can express our thoughts Today I will talk to you about one of my pictures. Let's start-

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The picture you see above is my own picture You may think that there can be another story about this picture. But every man has an untold story in his life which he can never forget. But don't think I'm talking about love. Not so. What I am going to say is an unfulfilled desire of my life. Every student wants in student life. He will study very well. To study in a big reputed university. By moving your dream forward. Born in a low income family. Never had a big dream. I have never been able to live as I please. Still, I tried to continue my studies in the midst of thousands of problems.

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Since high school, I have been self-paying tuition fees. I could not study science due to lack of money. I was admitted in the diploma after studying in the vocational branch through the SSC examination. I used to spend all my expenses by teaching the students for the entire duration of my diploma and even paid some money at home. Ever since I got admission in diploma, I dreamed of studying in a big university. To complete B.Sc from a government university. There is only one public university in Bangladesh for diploma students. Its name is Dhaka University of Engineering and Technology, Gazipur. All diploma engineers from all over Bangladesh come here for higher education. You have to make an opportunity to study here through the admission test. 120 students per department get the opportunity to study. Where hundreds of thousands of students take the exam.

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I went to Gazipur at the end of 2023 with many dreams to take the entrance exam. After struggling a lot, fighting with life and studying for 14 months, I gave the entrance exam on 17th of last November. I had a lot of hope that Allah may fulfill my dream. I will get a chance. I tried to study well in the face of obstacles like me. But the dream remained a dream. All the heartache and hard work went in vain. In a cruel twist of fate, I didn't stand a chance. The result was given on 21st of last month. I saw so many dreams and spent so much money. I studied, but I could not reach my dream.

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I could not accept the pain of not getting anything. Taka spent a week crying. I did not leave the house for 15 days. I didn't talk to anyone. I became like a man without mental balance. I am carrying that pain in my life for the last 22 days. Maybe this thought will haunt me for the rest of my life. I tried so hard to forget the words but I could not forget. I couldn't beat anything, I didn't get a chance. Now I don't know what to do. That's why I'm still sitting at home.

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I can't tell anyone about the pain in my heart, I can't bear it myself. From the family means in many ways, even if you laugh and talk in front of them, the heart is flooded with tears. Only those who don't get can understand the pain of not getting. Anyway, I hope you understand the endless story of my picture.

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Everyone will be fine, stay healthy. See you again with my new post.

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