Hello @trabajosdelsiglo, I have identified perfectly with what you narrate in your post, I also spent some time working just to pay the bills, I remember that it was during the 2016 and 2017 resection, they were very hard years, but perseverance is a key that we should not leave Keep in mind, it is always necessary to wait patiently because the results are not always seen immediately, but somehow they come.
Thanks for this reflection in your post.