What am I thinking about when there are only a few days left until the end of 2024?

It is inevitable for me to have to think about how difficult this year was for me emotionally, and this year will go down in the history of my personal life as the first year in which I have to spend the new year without my mom, I have already spent several new years without my dad's company, since he passed away first, however as many of you know the most important company is the mother's. I think a lot about the emotions I might feel on December 31st when it is approaching 12 pm and knowing that I can't give a kiss and a hug to my mom.

I think a lot about the emotions I might feel on December 31st when it is already approaching 12 o'clock at night and I know I can't give my mom the happy new year kiss and hug, since emotions are very fluctuating in my life, I think I can have any kind of emotions, what is for sure is that I will not be happy and content. But the idea is that I can focus my thoughts on positive things that allow me to not get so sad, especially not to make my family and loved ones uncomfortable.

At the end of this year, I also think that a new cycle of life opens for me, where I will have to adapt to the new challenges ahead, there are several points in my life that I must improve, others that I will have to keep constant, and other negative aspects that I will have to forget and wipe the slate clean.

Another very important aspect that I think about is to know if I make a series of decisions that will be transcendental for the new year, I have been thinking about it a lot, I just hope that the decisions I make are right for the welfare of me and my family, they will be radical decisions, which must be well thought out, since the success that I can have in my personal development for this new year 2025 depends on them.

What I do consider important is that I can organize my thoughts correctly, in such a way that the decisions I make derived from these thoughts are consistent with the welfare of my group and my family.