I Don't Think I Can

in OCD5 years ago

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"I want you to be okay."
You say.
But I don't think I can.
This was never the plan.

I hate how beautiful you are
How I miss you
When you have gone afar
how I love you
Despite the pain
You give me again
When you go
And say no
To the feelings I have.

You don't care
It isn't fair
But it's right
Out of sight
Out of mind
Is bullshit
I'm not blind
I know you are there
Out there
Somewhere
Doing your own thing
Still wearing my ring
Because you still love me
But you're not sure if you want to be
In my arms
Or away from my charms
And cares about my needs
It all just feeds
Your anxieties.

I hate how beautiful you are
How I miss you
When you have gone afar
how I love you
Despite the pain
You give me again
When you go
And say no
To the feelings I have

"I want you to be okay."
You say.
But I don't think I can.
This was never the plan.

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Beautiful poetry I've just started creatimg poems it's an amazing process and it's very good to get things of your chests well done good work!

Thank you for your kind words! It's definitely cathartic to get this all out in written form. Perhaps one day soon it will have a happier tone...


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