I offer my condolences about the situation with your father. I mean that, genuine and heart-felt. Your respect for what he is teaching you, even now, is admirable. He raised a good man. I'm sure one day, whether you know it, or not, there will be many people speaking of your legacy as well and how you were a positive influence in their lives. I hope that you are still mentally present to tell you, though. I just might be one of them.