Unwilling Love Last Part. (A poem by happy @sammy)
Unwilling Love
Whether I'm afraid of finishing this poem,
I want to start ending the stories of your past,
and create a new story,
that has no beginning and end.
I will start with this
after you have plummeted into my skin
as you walk away from my life.
As my voice echoes with each phrase
of this poem for you.
I will do this
when I can no longer see your shadow.
My butterflies can't fly anymore.
The mouse couldn't breathe in my chest anymore.
As I watched you leave.
As you talk to her
and she kisses you on the forehead.
As you hold her in your arms
and you walk away.
No matter how much I fear things like yours,
light, life, beginning, new
and being with you,
all it doesn't matter.
I will love you no matter what they say.
Even if I am not your loved one,
your light,
even your life is different.
Even from the beginning,
of this poem I was afraid.
I will love you in the mind,
in the dream,
in the spirit,
in the eyes.
Get some sleep until the candle is gone once you light it.
Even all of this is useless.
Then you will have anecdote.
A story in my life.
that once I met someone,
he died,
I killed him in my heart and mind.
I will make you a tomb
that will serve as a reminder
that I once marveled at you.
I will make you a grave and there,
I will bring down all the pain,
bitterness, envy,
nausea, boredom,
fatigue, secretly once gifted me.
All this I will bring down to the pit I made for you.
I will love you as you bury your memory.
I will bury you as I love your memory.
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Happily Yours,
Sammy