It seems like the unfortunate incident with the goats damaging your plants was a turning point for you, making you lose interest in taking care of flowers.
It's interesting that you mention having all boys, but it's unlikely that's the reason you lost interest in planting flowers. Perhaps, it was just a combination of factors, including the disappointment and frustration of seeing your plants destroyed.It's great that you still appreciate the beauty of flowers and acknowledge their benefits. Who knows, maybe one day you'll rediscover your passion for gardening or find a new hobby that brings you joy.But I think you must do gardening in your home in the future because it is a very good habit, it keeps the mind of a person diverted active and fresh. Because I am very fond of gardening.