SEC19 W1: "This is my style" (self lamentation )
Hello dear friends how are you all? I hope everyone is well by God's grace. I am also fine by the grace of God. Today I am here with a contest entry post. The contests running in the first week of the Steem Engagement Challenge Season Seventeen are excellent. The contest organized by the | Steem For Ladies | community is, I am ready to participate in this competition with pleasure. Let's get started then.
Solitude or a procession can fit itself anywhere. I have started this chapter of my life but I am not trying to be arrogant here. My mind has repeatedly attacked me for being arrogant but I know how to go against it. I can explain to my stupid mind how to transcend reality! I can present myself very hard in situations where I have no foundation. I know that my dreams will guide me, and I will have to fight to make my dreams come true.
I will dream and someone else will work hard to fulfill my dream? No, I never thought of that. But my mind was in depression again and again but I also know how to enjoy depression. I find joy in sharing my sadness with no one. Because I never want my sadness to upset someone else's mind. I never threw stones when someone threw a brick, but I never complained to him even though I was deeply hurt. But I kept my love for my family so much that I didn't share it with anyone. If you compare my family and the world, in my view family is the best. Because there is a perfection here, parents, and siblings. The world does not compare with them. That's why I never left my friends.
Many friends may have left me but I have never lost anyone. I can't erase someone from my mind easily. Because my mind is very talented. Perhaps my periods of depression contributed more to this brilliant mind. I love all my friends who have been involved in my life. One such moment I could not forget was the time I spent with my friends. Many friends held my hand along the way, many of them may have left my hand. I am saddened by it but I will never curse them.
The moments spent with friends are very happy. But those joys give way to sadness when your friendship breaks up. So I never wanted to break the friendship. I am ready to face the situation if someone leaves my hand I can never erase him from my mind. Loneliness makes me cry even though I don't let anyone else realize it. I can present myself as if I am the happiest person in the world. Yes, I think so because I know how to enjoy depression. A hero who can enjoy sadness and move forward is great.
I haven't started writing the chapter of life, maybe I won't write it. Whether my self-lamentings add to the gloom in my heart, yet no complaint shall issue from my mouth. I will say to the Creator, Alhamdulillah, even with an ocean of sadness in my heart. Because I know my Creator will never let me down (Alhamdulillah.)
cc:@patjewell
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Your words are very touching. Sometimes I also feel very sad when a friendship just ends or sometimes they take advantage and then just leave. Sometimes we think that we are stupid because it is very easy to be fooled, but they don't realize that sincere people's judgments are never wrong. we are not stupid, but waiting for time to speak. I believe that you are a good person, and understand yourself well enough. good luck friend...
Diri anda sangat istimewa, karena anda tidak akan pernah kecewa pada teman yang meninggalkan anda, be positif thinking aja barangkali temanmu ada yang mau buang air besar sehingga pergi tidak mengajakmu... Sorry just kidding.
I wonder if your friends and family realize what a deep person you are.
Your style of grief and caring is to be applauded!
We have a saying in Afrikaans, my home language, "Dit sit nie in elke ou se broek nie." Noboby can just be like you. It takes a special person.
PS: Never change!
If you're fighting with arrogance that is something you are doing for finding your better self because the moment you feel arrogant, you are simplicity is lost and I do not think anybody wants to lose his simplicity. You are find as you are. Keep it the way you are, you are stylish and perfect. My best wishes to you.
Friends are born for adversity. Being with your love one is another amazing style that gives you joy and happiness. Thanks for sharing.