My Worst/Saddest Day #01 || SAYING GOODBYE TO AN ANGEL
Good day steemians!
Last October 2023, I got pregnant for my 2nd baby. But, due to my irregular menstruation, I notice it in the first week of December. When it was confirmed when I had my pregnancy test, the following day I then go to an OB to check my baby. She then gave me vitamins to take and gave me receipt what laboratories I had to undergo.
During my first TVS, I felt so sad because the OB told me that they cant hear any heartbeat of my baby. Then she told me to go back after 2 weeks to recheck.
During that time, I felt so down and felt guilty because I didnt notice it earlier. If I just know about it, I was able to make an extra careful for myself and to my baby as well.
I tried to comfort myself and still tried to be happy as the new year will come. I ask enough strength to God thay whatever it takes, I could accept with my whole heart.
And the time of my second TVS, I felt shaking already as I go to the laboratory. I prayed to God to give me and my hubby enough strength.
We ask God for a second baby, but maybe God says WAIT, its not yet His plan. Yes, unfortanately the baby didnt survive. There were lots of things on my mind that me feel that that is the reason. I also felt guilty because the moment I know that I was pregnant, I felt so nervous if I really can make it this time. I had lots of complication on my first born that is why I had a trauma of delivering. I got anxiety and I cant sleep for how many nights. But I thank God for the strength He had given. After my operation, little by little I was healed but the pain was still their... Sad experience but I know God has purpose for everything. I just trust His process.
Thanks by the way to @alexanderpeace for organizing this contest. I can say that I am not healed completely upon sharing this to you but I am still positive why things happen.
Inviting my friends @mercy11, @jes88 and @liamnov to share their entries.
Sincerely,
[K Y R I E 1 2 3 4]
This is a very tragedy to you and your family, I have once been in this shoe and I know exactly how it feels to loose a baby that you've been dreaming and hoping to carry in your two hands, but in the next minute, the baby is no more... That means a total breakdown for the family especially the mother that carried the baby in her womb 😭😭😭.
The worse is when you're at your last trimester, nine months and about to deliver, which everyone knows that you're expecting a baby and the next thing, you went to the hospital and come back empty handed, oh my goodness 🙆, that's the most saddest of it all.
I pray may God heal you completely and also grant you another opportunity to experience motherhood again.
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thank you sis for your nice words
You're welcome 🤗
Thanks for the support, I appreciate it.
Very sorry to hear your sad news.
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It has been a year but I still feel so guilty whybiybhappen
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Hola amiga que triste lo de la perdida de tu bebé, es fuerte cuando pasamos por estás cosas pero solo Dios sabe el porque de las cosas, talvez más adelante vendrán cosas mejores y podrás tener a otro bebé, no creo que haya sido porque no te distes cuenta que estabas embarazada solo Dios tiene la última palabra
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Trust God's timing mam 😇
If one door is close, one will open
Sakto jud mam... Pero sayang kaayo jud. Ang process mura rapud ko nanganak
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Thank you so much for checking on my entry and for your warm wishes.
So sorry about your loss, you are a great mum never feel you didn't do better life happen's sometimes though it hurt i pray you heal soon agape ❤️
thank you
Hola amiga @kyriw1234 , no es fácil perder a un bebé y más cuando uno tiene la ilusión de tener a su segundo bebé . Siempre confiando en Dios todo es posible , y te dara la fuerza de seguir adelante .
Te envío un abrazo. Saludos y bendiciones.