God will see u through. One thing about crisis is that it is the best time our mind creativity is at the sharpest. Because you are about to experience transformation there is a need for old stuffs to die from you for a new transformed you to arise. Study eagle de-feathering process. Once eagle survive the process in the wilderness within 3months. His strength will be renew like youthful age. In that sense eagle life long like humans. Looking at nymph of cockroach, its moulting into adulthood is not an easy process. Life as a way of transforming us to new being. What matter is your imagination of where you will be after the process. Your world inside is the rating step of the transformation agenda.