If you see my thediarypost which is horrible in standard compared to other diaries from other talented steemian content creators,

Who said so?🙄 There is no problem in any of your post. 😊

horrible in standard compared to other diaries from other talented steemian content creators

This is your passion. That is their passion. You are a strong writer. Don't think too much. (I listened to your advice yesterday) Sometimes people tell me to my diaries, this is not the standard way of diary. But I want to be my self. And you want to be you.😃

Don't think. Just do it in your passion.