TIRED
I am so tired and can't sleep
The world in my mind is bigger than it really is.
I am alone even though I am with people around me.
They can see my toughness, but I am like a walnut, the outer shell is very hard, but the inside is fragile, and that fragility is what they don't see.
They sometimes see my smile, but they don't know that I am alone and waiting for someone while crying.
They sometimes rely on me to support them, but I am like a tree that says "I am tired of standing, I want to lie down for a while"
Sometimes I hope someone will come to stand beside me who offers warmth, gives me comfort, extends his hand, listens to what I pour out and says "you are not alone"
Lie down for a while, then get up and enjoy the world again!
I quess we've all been there or are at a certain time.
The wooden guy looks sad and reminds me of a friend. I have a wake up song, though the wooden doll looks more like a guy than girl.
Welcome to the freewriters. It will be great if you read a few and try to connect. It helps fighting loneliness and gives energy.