There are many depressed people who do not think of dying although they feel they are useless, unnoticed, unappreciatef or the bills pile up.
There are two types of depressions: you are down or you are up (very active, jumpy, overdoing and in both cases you lost control over yourself, your feelings).
Still, not every depressed person turning into himself, shutting the world out and no longer care or see perspective, feel the sunbeam thinks about dying. Perhaps vanishing? Self-esteem but also keeping busy can make it easier to fight. It's a huge field and dangerous to label.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts dear friend.
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