We all struggle you are no exception and I know many high level steemians working at night next to a job with a phone that gets frozen after an hour or dealing with a white screen.

I wouldn't know how I could reach out to you I am 100 % sure that if I 'disappear' no one will ask or wonder about me. Steemit is social media where people mainly care about themselves.

I wonder why you didn't contact anyone? A short message, Twitter perhaps?

You can't expect people to keep asking where all those Steemians went they thought they were close with since the bitter truth is that even if you care you are dumped and receive no response.
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