Oh, I'm really sorry to hear that you had a tough time last week. Feeling lonely and needing companionship can be really difficult. It sounds like you turned to alcohol to help you sleep, but instead, it made you feel restless and uneasy. I understand how talking to people who can make you laugh can provide some relief, but you were still feeling stressed and angry. It's understandable that you questioned why you resorted to alcohol when you have your faith in Jesus, who is a source of strength and comfort.

Staring at the wall all night and struggling to sleep alone while thoughts keep racing in your head must have been really hard. It's important to remember that we all have moments when we feel down and seek different ways to cope. It's great that you recognize the support and solace you can find in your faith. Remember that reaching out to others who share your beliefs and finding comfort in prayer can be helpful during challenging times. Wishing you all the best.