It is good that you decided to do this post, there are always a lot of emotions, thoughts, anger and you should not bury them in yourself, you should let them out, share with people. Often we can not share it with our loved ones because we do not them to go again through that emotionally, like to open up the wound. But we have to tell it out.

Reading the post, I can feel how close you were with your brother, how much love and care you shared, that only shows that you have loving family and parents who gave that love to you and you to each other.

Unfortunately, it is a nature of war, there will be people who will lose their loved ones because they fight for the mother land and for freedom of the people. Tolik did his best, his input and he will remain in memory of your country fellows as hero.

Thank you for your post, I wish you and your family a lot of strength to live and support each other.