Lovestory Part 1 ❤️👫✨💘 The last 3 years were really tough for me and my love 💔 ...

... Me studying physics to be top of my class was a big reason for that. Right from the start I fell in love with her unique way of living her life. It was nothing I have ever experienced. Sadly we only had a short time of peace 👫... because a couple of month after we met my physics studies began. From there on our relationship got stuck and more stuck. I got so caught up in being the best in my class that I forgot being a good boyfriend to my love 😢 I often wasn't there when she needed me because my mind was always occupied with quantum mechanics, special relativity or something else in this direction. In winter 2019 it was the first time that we had a little break up. She couldn't take it anymore. But we got back together. In January 2020 she broke up again because nothing changed. This time I really felt the pain. I was in the midst of my last examinations and I thought to myself "What the fuck am I doing with my life?". I am losing the love of my life if I continue on this road 🛣️ I knew back then that I had to switch things up and I was willing to do it. The next few weeks were good. I changed things and we managed to come closer again 💕But soon after that the old habits kicked in again and I was on the best way of losing her forever 😭 Three weeks ago we consensualy broke up on our 3 year anniversary 💔!!! Crazy right? But it has happened a lot in these 3 weeks... Faith is part of it ❤️ Something I never believed in. Especially as a physicist. But this moment was magical ✨👩‍❤️‍👨 In the next couple of weeks I am going to explain to you how I managed to change my mindset for good and especially how we managed to find a new way for us ❤️ It is not all perfect now but I know what I have to do now to make it work for the both of us. The picture you see is from a couple of days ago. We went to ShuShu, a vegan place in Augsburg and we shared a vegan plate together with: Falafel, Cucumber, Potato wedges, Pickles , Hummus, Grilled vegetables, Pita bread and different kinds of sauces 💚😍 If you would have asked me a couple of month ago If I would ever order something vegan I would have said No. One of the changes in the last 3 weeks was exactly that: be open to new things! 🎉 You are not forced to follow old habits! You can try new things, experience new things, read new things!! You are the creator of your own luck and if something feels right, do it! No matter what old friends or your family might think. This is your life ❤️ Until next time.... with Lovestory Part 2 💘