just be focused on whatever you believe to achieve in life, it may be very tough, some distractions may come but be consistent, find a genuine way out of any cloud of failure and come out of it, you will laugh longest at the end.

Sometime It is but very difficult for one to predict something and actually achieve that same thing but I must say that in life, every thing happened with a reason and that is why most people dreams of achieving setting things but ended up not yielding any of them .

I can also see that you hard a lot of things to achieve in life especially becaming a nurse ending up not achieving it because of what happened to your father and you mother could not fulfill that promises because the load was heavy for her but today
Dispite the fact that you also had ambitious of traveling to toronto but did not succeeded but you were able to travel to Hong Kong asia which is do not change fact that you travel and also a mother with three kids should God have really been on your side all this wide and I believe a lot more is still to happen
Dispite everything ,we still give glory and press to God for he is the want that know the beginning and the end