The best moment of your life! Contest by @vvarishayyy ! *One Sided Love*

Source; Adobe Spark

Hello friends of @steemit-pak community it is pleasure to meet you all. My user name is @princeananthjr . I wish to join this emotional contest proposed by a friend of mine @vvarishayy .

FOREVER WALA ONE SIDED LOVE

My Childhood
Since childhood I was a numb, fear full, emotional person I would cry at anything. I belong from a poor family at that time for the future of mine I was pushed in a very strict hostel since first class. Time passed four years of studying there I came back to my hometown.

My Hometown
I saw a beautiful, kind hearted, Angel like girl her name was Prakriti .

Her eyes were similar to this pic!

I was fantasized by her beauty at the moment itself I thought of everything. I will always love her, she will be my only wife, she completes me, every random thought you think if you fall in this beautiful feeling of love at first time.

My Hometown Pic

My Way
My way of loving was weird- I think so. I just used to see her every time in canteen, playground during prayer, assembly every time. I never made guts to talk with her for two years then slowly I joined tuition where she used to go. From that point we started talking to each other and I always used to like her.

Tragedy
Then after joining one year of tution I had to go with my parents to my grandma home to settle and live there. You all will not believe I used to cry the whole night I never sleep only cry. I was mad at her what I was doing at that situation is just cry cry cry ....
You guys will not believe but after one week just one week we have to go back to hometown due to some issues. My faith in God Increaesed.

Hatemyself
I joined the same school we were together for one year then she changed Her school to a better school. She fell in love with another guy I just satisfied myself ok No problem chill it is just for a few days I know he doesn't love her as much as I love her. After few months I came to know that she doesn't like
me and most important she doesn't like my face because I have lot lot of pimples in my face.

I don't know why instead of hating such a cheap thought I started hating myself I used to beat, slap myself for my ugliness. I used to cry everyday.

Realisation
Time passed, I realised she was not the girl I was searching in my life. I want a girl who loves me cares me , love and take care of my parents as well. But she never possessed this all quality. I realised and I kept faith in God that I deserve something better.

I still don't know when I hear some news about her I still care about her (not love - it died)

She is drinking, smoking enjoying her life multiple relationships I can do nothing. I just wish God give her wisdom love and a successful Life.

Due to this a lot of changes has come to me; it was great experience indeed!

Thanks to all of you guys for refreshing this part of my life. Thanks for reading patiently.

You all might think, how this is a best moment?
But yes this is a best moment of my life, as it involved everything - emotions, feelings, experience and most important lessons for my life. This event changed me completely!

I invite;
@sarveshnegi2811
@ghostfacer99
@tarpan

All the imagewere taken from Adobe spark post

Thanks for reading me!