Good Bye!
Before stepping down from the stair case, I ran again to see my room which gave me the shelter for an year. I ran again to say good bye and to collect the last memory of the room and the balcony. That balcony was the best of all. So specially I wanted to say thanks for that balcony who knows my secrets, happy moments, little jokes and my tears. I wanted to say thank you for not telling them to anyone and enduring this annoying over thinker!
As we had to face many issues continously with the new comers to the room and some other outside issues we thought to change the place. Once I thought I was lucky enough to find that sweet place and it still remains the same. It's a nice place and we had enough freedom in our floor. It was ours!
Evenings I enjoyed
Before coming to the downstairs to leave, I put my masks on my face and my friend asked "why?" I answered "to hide my emotions"! I really miss that grand mother who has one of the kindest hearts and the uncle who had the same. Aunty and the sister also missed but not that much.
When we were about to leave grand mother started to worry and kissed us all. She again came to the road before we were getting in to the vehicle and said "please come again to see me" with a heavy voice. I thanked myself for using masks to cover my emotions at the time.
Actually sometimes it was a home like place and that unavaoidable reasons forced us to leave. I don't have any regrets on the decision but I really miss that place and the grandmother. How kind her heart was! She rarely came to the home as she is the mother of that boarding aunty. But the steps she put on my heart will never be faded.!
That's so emotional dear. Sometimes we stuck with our feelings. In my experience , I'm also an annoying overthinker. Now I also use my mask to hide my reactions... ❤️😭
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නොගොස් එන්නට බැරිය. නෑවිත් යන්නට බැරිය. මෙලොව ඇත්තේ යාම් සහ ඒම් පමණි..
ඔව් ඇත්ත තමයි!❤
Some goodbyes are the hardest and I think grandma's is one of them!
Yeah grandma and her kind heart!❤