The Diary Game Season Two 04/08/2020 - Pregnancy Insecurities
Hi guys!
It's me again, I would like to explain that I've been a little bit AWOL on my diary game due to my pregnancy. Some days it's just so hard to get out of bed and doing my normal stuff. However now I am back and I want to stay that way, posting daily. Towards my labor I hope everything goes to plan and I will have a smooth delivery!
I hope you guys aren't bored yet of me talking about my pregnancy. It is very interesting experience for me. Subconsciously I do have some insecurities about my body as I always dreamed about my husband being unfaithful. It's not fun for me or for him because sometimes I carried it into real life as if he really cheated. I can think back and laugh about it now because when it happened, it sucks.
I wondered if this happens to other fellow pregnant woman. The feeling of your body changing shapes and sizes. I thought I am confident enough to not think about it too much. The dreams felt so real and I was pregnant in it. I woke up frustrated, it happened three times in a row even when I fell asleep in the afternoon.. so stupid.
At one point I was sleep deprived at night and only can sleep during the day. Although I can't escape having the same dream, at least I was rested. The same kind of dream last occured yesterday. I was sleeping good last night after posting on Steemit. I wonder if there is some kind of corellation LOL. I miss writing on Steemit after a week or so of just me went into lazy town.
I read that if the mother of the baby is feeling excessively stressed, the baby can feel it too. So I'm really trying to loosen up, to not overthink about the dreams and chill myself out about the labor. If you read my previous post I think you know what I meant. The labor regulations are crazy following the COVID-19 situation. The biggest thing that is going to make me sad is knowing my husband won't be in the delivery room with me. Ah well, things have changed. It is the new normal and I can not be that selfish to not listen or obeying the regulations.
Kehamilan merupakan anugerah yang terbesar bagi setiap wanita. Dan hal yang sangat lumrah pada saat kehamilan body mengalami perubahan bentuk dan ukuran. Saya juga mengalaminya. Apalagi saat saya hamil anak kembar saya. Terimakasih sudah berbagi kisah anda bersama kami dalam the Diary Game. Alangkah lebih baik lagi kalau anda bisa berbagi cerita anda sehari-hari kepada kami. Anda bisa membaca postingan dari @steemitblog agar anda tahu aturan dan panduan dalam mengikuti the Diary Game. Dan jangan lupakan tag indonesia agar kami mudah melacak postingan anda. Dan tag 100daysofsteem sudah tidak digunakan lagi. Anda bisa menggantinya dengan tag 1000daysofsteem.
Semoga diary yang akan datang akan lebih baik lagi daripada ini.
Selamat menanti kelahiran si kecil anda.
Salam dari Aceh Indonesia
Terimakasih atas infonya 🙏🏻✨ Saya akan tag dengan info yg sudah diberikan di posts Saya selanjutnya.
Iya ini kehamilan pertama saya, mudah-mudahan bisa jadi pengalaman indah tersendiri. Anak kembar nya sudah brp tahun ka? So cute!! 🤩✨
Sikembar saya udah 7 tahun. Tahun ini masuk sekolah dasar. Ada banyak suka duka menjadi seorang ibu, yang penting nikmati saja.
Selamat ya. Mudah-mudahan proses persalinannya lancar.
Kami menantikan diary anda selanjutnya
Amiin terimakasih 🙏🏻✨ Salam buat si kembar 🤍
Wow, Congratulations to you.
I wondered if this happens to other fellows pregnant women. The feeling of your body changing shapes and sizes. I get you on this.
Although I am not pregnant, when I see a pregnant, I am happy, but when she is looking all big and swollen, I am scared of myself because I don't know how they feel happy losing shape and size, having all big tummy in front of them, swollen feet, change in the face, and feeling nausea.
I guess the joy of being a mother does not make them think about all of that.
Hii thank you for reading my post!✨
Yes I got so insecure about my body changes especially I really took care of my body and was very happy with how my body looks before pregnancy. Now when I look at myself in the mirror it feels indifferent at times. Some times I don't like to see myself at all. I would avoid the mirrors in my apartment and just ignores how I look altogether 😂 Well I am having a healthy pregnancy. Surely not going to complain about it. Plus you're right! It is all worth it when my son is being born. I can't wait!! Pray for me 🙏💙
I will surely pray for you. Wish you safe delivery ma.
Thank you!! Much loveee 🙏🏻✨✨✨
Same here.
Try to not thinking too much about how your husband will see you after pregnancy. Please think of yourself first and take care of your mind, body and soul and everything will be fine. If he is meant for you, he will be there for you. Even if he cheating please don't take that as a validation that you're worthless, just be stronger and take care of yourself more, everything will come to its place. Take care! 🤗
I see that you're steeming from Indonesia, you can add Indonesia tag to your post so curators from South East Asia could notice your post.
Thank you so much! Much appreciated. Ahhahaha yes I'm so far positive that my husband is faithful. Hopefully it is just my insecurities standing in my way and not the universe trying to tell me something 😂👀✨ We talked about it and we laughed it off although it wasn't fun when I just woke up from those kind of dreams.
Ah yesss!! Thank you for the advice I'll make sure to tag Indonesia on my next posts!
Thank you again for reading!! Much loveee🙏🏻✨
Postingan ini telah dihargai oleh akun kurasi @steemcurator08 dengan dukungan dari Proyek Kurasi Komunitas Steem.
Selalu ikuti @steemitblog untuk mendapatkan info terbaru.
Salam @ernaerningsih
Terimakasih banyak 🙏🏻🙏🏻✨
Definitely, you shall be experiencing some more incidences as an expecting mother. Debility may set in latter as your trimester progress!
Nevertheless, maintaining your pre- natal routine and medications will put you in a healthy state to labour successfully within hours to expel the bundle of Joy!
It shall be great and joyous in that day!
I hope we shall be duelly informed so that we can celebrate alongside with you!
Hi @whyaskwhy thank you for reading my post! Yes I still make sure to maintain my vitamins and pre-natal routines. I really really wish for a smooth delivery. This is my first pregnancy so I can't lie that I'm pretty nervous LOL
YES! I will definitely share here with you all fellow dear Steemians when my son is being born. I'm nervous but I can't wait!! 🙏🏻✨
My heart is with you and the baby boy!!
Thank you!! 🙏🏻✨✨