White ink on black surface🌈

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These days are hard times, man's head occupied🤦‍♀️ Overthoughts and migraines, man's freaking losing his mind💢...
Been sipping on drank🍹feeling a likkle crazy☺
Purp,🧴I'm turning Barre baby, getting dreamy in reality...
I disappeared, went missing in my head
People asking, lost is where I've been⬛
Burdened by dichotomy, something wrong with the fam👪and I dunno what the problem is
Got alot on my plate,🍽there's mistakes and wishes
Daily asking for grace🙏, there's food I must finish🍛
A lot I wanna say,🗣so much, the rush causing traffic🚦
It comes out slowly,✍white ink on black surface...
Tired of surviving, I wanna live, live lavish🤑
Way my life is going, this ship🛳 crashing into icebergs🪨
For real though, not a song you'd wanna dance to🕴
I dunno, I may be exaggerating this convo😅
I mean, yo, I had a normal childhood!🙂
I've reached that age where I mean when I say I miss childhood😪
Now it's all thoughts, money,💸molly🥴and moods🙃
Now I know love🖤and not to fall a fool
Getting horny, what to do but become their boo😏
Now I can't go, I gotta live for people😐
Now I gotta matter, the pressure to be special🤧
Now I'm an actor, star in this movie called "The future"🎬
I'm just tryna be joyful, that's all
As much as possible, permanently😌
Tryna be the finger that'll come in contact with palm oil, for my family and those who ride with me
A simple dream, bill$ in green💵is the only thing stopping me
I gotta follow my dreams yunno, it's the reason we humans🧍‍♂️live
You see, it's the reason man's gotta clear his head cause he be thinking steady😰
Working but it gets heavy sometimes, done what I done now my legs be passive🤤
Always tryna escape, running from myself now, it's silly
My only solace tho, God de😌Pray he makes it easy🙇‍♂️