Do you remember your dream when you were young?

You don't have to think about anything, blurt out what you want to do, and become a good person. ]
Before I saw "old boy" which made me feel sad. Now I watch "sunny" (also known as "sunshine sisters"), which makes me cry in the third night.

Originally, it was a traditional Korean film with tender themes, which tells the story of a woman who searched for her sister "sunny" 20 years ago for her seriously ill friends. The content is very simple. The whole film is also trying to create a pure and profound friendship among the members. As the members are recovered one by one, their former emotions are awakened. At the same time, the sisters gradually find the complete self buried in the dull or cruel reality.

One

Transfer student Nami said, I want to be a painter.
The captain wants to mix in the men's world and make his own world.
Chinese teacher's daughter said, I want to gather all the handsome boys in the country.
The fat girl rose only wants to open her double eyelids.
The beauty store manager's daughter wants to be Miss Korea.
Jinzhiyuye's only daughter wants to be a writer.
Cold beauty school flower doesn't say anything, just learn to pose as a model.

High school students, they use DV to record, in a positive tone, to the future has successfully achieved the dream of their own say, smile. But who ever expected that reality is always cruel.
20 years later, Nami plays the role of his wife and mother like a schedule, but "Ren Nami has been living in her distant memory". Even this kind of attentive play is due to the daughter's stealing money, being raped and mother daughter's indifference. And the husband who seldom communicates is just constantly using money to satisfy his wife's yearning eyes. The other members are not much different, or even more miserable.

This view of reality is cruel, but this is the real world, isn't it.
None of us is out of the society with a dream. When the reality is cruel to us, we will be more tolerant, more cruel, more tolerant. When reality polishes all our edges and corners, it will bury our original self. It's nice to hear. We've become human, mature and able to handle affairs. In fact, our sophistication, tact, we are no longer the original. We always say to ourselves, it doesn't matter, there is still time, and some things can be done later.

But a few people know that such words are just a kind of self relief. In fact, deep down in our hearts, we also know that some things we don't do now, maybe we won't do in our whole life. In this way, it is too cruel, so, memory helps us heal, and what we want to do at first is gradually buried in a corner of our memory. Then one day, I don't know what will touch us, and those buried emotions will surge, instantly shatter our strong coat of memory package, so an old boy has touched countless people's hearts. Now, I read "sunny" and write a lot here.

I don't want to call those things dreams. The dream is so beautiful and great that it can only be used for collection and worship. What I'm talking about is that we can do it with hard work or hard work, and there are always excuses for us to give up. For example, we, who love to travel, envy the world travel itinerary of the elderly backpackers. Why don't we dare to follow suit? Why is my Tibet and my Daocheng always in my plan and expectation?

This is not to encourage you to sell your house for the world tour tomorrow, but to hope that when we have a goal, we will pay some actions for it, such as a detailed plan and an effort to implement it according to the plan. If we can't start right away, let's set a date and make a schedule for our departure. Otherwise, we will always regret why we didn't have enough courage and effort. It's not terrible when it's out of reach for a moment, but it's terrible when you bury yourself slowly, because after a long time, it's really forgotten and abandoned by you.

Do you remember when you were 17 years old, you blurted out what you wanted to do and what you wanted to be?

Two

17-year-old Nami is lovelorn, sitting alone on the train crying, proud and lonely figure falls on the camera, full of youth and pain. And 20 years later, Nami is also sitting in the train. It's hard to say what kind of mood she is in to face her original self, heartache? Pity? Or do you feel the same? And they come from different directions of the lens, and they go to the same place. The space-time difference of 20 years is so integrated.

Nami, 17, is walking alone in the street. She is so eager for someone to understand her pain and resists others to enter her heart, because no one can really understand herself, because everyone thinks that what she has experienced is the most painful. So, 20 years later, you are the best person to talk to. She doesn't need to say anything. She just hugs her silently. Because she is herself, she understands her. Because she is herself, what she has experienced is what she has experienced. Because she is herself, she can be so relieved to vent.

This is my favorite set of shots in the film. 17-year-old Qingshi, the pain of first love, the loneliness of youth, and from Rong Pinghe, who has gone through the vicissitudes, are quietly shown through the lens. This is also the reason why I like Korean literature and art films. The pictures are beautiful, the music is moving, there is no language, but there are thousands of emotions. They always easily grasp some small and emotional details between people, even a look, an action.

This is also another side line of the whole film, Nami's love. From beginning to end, none of the sisters knew about the secret love of Naomi. She was in a hurry and was lovelorn. Before she even had time to say it, Naomi was all alone.

People are so strange, born lonely, but also social animals, eager to be understood, but always stubborn to keep their own world. Because how could anyone know themselves better than themselves? And no matter how much others know and support you, when you finally need to face it, you can only face it alone. Because life is our own, no one can help.

You are not brave, who is strong for you?

Three

[Ren nameI, do you want to be or do you want to be?
Who else can I be at this age? Make do with it.

This conversation scares me.
I never thought about what I would look like ten years later, and I dare not even think about it 20 years later. But the only thing I think of and fear is that I was counting the days I spent in the wilderness at that time, and I was afraid that I would make do with it, and I was even more afraid of mediocrity and quietly finishing my life.

Everyone has different opinions about success. I'm not a strong woman. I don't want to make a career. Just want to live simple, calm, calm, never lose the love and yearning for life, the heart will always have power. Just like a short time ago when I participated in a micro blog activity, I wrote a message to myself ten years later

You can love him very much, but you should love your parents more;
You can take a child as your life, but you must understand that his life is his own;
You can be homesick, but you have to be whole;
You can work hard for your family, but you have to enjoy and find every move in life.

Finally, I hope you will still have no impetuous and complicated heart after ten years.

Enjoying life is the secret of being happy all the time. Growing up every day is my secret to enjoying life. Even a movie, a book, can let me grow up, even if it is just a little epiphany. Just like I saw sunny, I have more motivation to live the life I want.

Everyone's life is full of pressure, frustration and pain. With these talents, there is detachment and growth. This is the beauty given by life. Don't make a shell for yourself for various reasons. It's safe to wrap it up, but if you don't break the cocoon, you will lose the possibility of flying high.

Life is not afraid of bumps, most afraid of "make do with it.". If one day I get old, I must not forget. Be brave all the time, grow up every day, and enjoy life.

Sunny, sunshine, thank you for shining into my heart now.