Dear Bia

I sense that the following might well be helpful:

Clive and Nadine's Story (from The Presence Process)

https://www.healthy-mind-body.com/clive-and-nadine/

The Presence Process (Essential Reading in my opinion)

If it is at all possible for you buy the book, please get the most up to date version here (Kindle or paperback) as it will a) reward the author and b) energetically help you receive the most benefit from the content: https://amzn.to/2NAoI7n
Alternatively an older, free, but still valid pdf version can be found online. I can't really post it here but if u can't find let me know.

Con amor
Atma