Afternoon thoughts. A quick read for you...

"the struggle you're in today
is developing the strength you need for tomorrow."

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like @goldendawne who read something online and then started writing...

that quote above (to me) looked very inspiring.

however, as i returned to my desk, and read it again, i felt negative about it.

when i got to the word 'tomorrow' i became doubtful.

suddenly i thought, maybe tomorrow's struggle will be harder than today. hhuhuhuhuh!

am i normal to think this way? or did i misunderstand?

anyway, i've been in a lot of stressful moments lately. ever since covid-19 happened.

it has gotten in the way of our wedding plans, and now facing problems with refunds and rebooking air tickets.

we were supposed to travel on the 30th of march and instead we are stuck here in the UAE for another 2 to 3 months. i guess. or even longer, or hopefully shorter.

hoping and praying this virus can be cured na.

its been 4 years of no 30 days vacation. i'm so tired.

i think i'll start planting plants that bear fruit. hahaha! i'm getting paranoid with all this curfew and homework lifestyle.

here, we aren't allowed to have events, be at malls, go for long worship hours. face masks have become expensive, sanitizers and all other items that could kill germs.

a lot of things will change surely.

my friend from morocco said many of the stores will close and so they will need to go buy everything they need and keep it a home.

i might as well go get me a chicken so i would have one that'll lay its eggs.

that's what i actually miss back home. there, i could plant and plant and take care of chickens and keep a cow and/or goats. i'd still be full.

talking about home. its really sad hearing news about empty streets. and while i was going through steemit.com i stumbled upon @iamraincrystal recent post

(Enhanced Community Quarantine) The Struggle Is Real...

its been so difficult.

i hope everyone and everywhere it will get better.

see you around and thanks for dropping by.