New Contest!!Your Favorite Love Story
Hello steemians, greetings writing and reviews community. Thank you @belenguerra and @fendit for this opportunity to talk about the universal language we all are familiar with Love.
This is a story about my personal love experience. The evening I decided to visit her would prove to be the best mistake I've ever made because I never really wanted to visit her. After the visit and getting to know a little about her I never thought I would fall like a pack of cards for her. I took her for another of my colleague but something changed all that.
One day, I was very sick and we had a class that day. I had to got to class in immense pain,all my friends had no idea what was going on but she walked up to me after class and asked if I was ill. Playing cool I said I was okay, just a little stressed out. But she saw through me and showed concern about my health.
When I owned up, she berated me for lying and not taking drugs, she sounded just like my mother. I couldn't stop thinking about her after that day I think probably because I was not used to people showing concern about me except my family and very close friends, but she was not any of these. Slowly we started hanging around together and were getting to know ourselves better. With every thing I discovered about her, I liked her all the more and that drove me crazy because I've always been in control of my emotions and she makes me lose control of them because anytime I see her all the walls I built just crumbles. I acted all cool around her like we are just friends but i was struggling with my mind over my feelings for her. Until , I couldn't take it anymore and I confessed how I felt towards her😂😂😂😂. She told me she just saw me as a friend and nothing more. My God I was so disappointed the one person I love doesn't love me back, damn I felt pained , she said we could be friends if I like to remain friends which I agreed to remain friends with her. We remained friends for about two months,but my feelings for her grew , it was funny because I felt I could control how I feel and act, I felt I could just remain passive towards my feelings for her but it was not so. I told her I loved her the second time, she replied that I was only a friend it shattered me all the more but what I felt for her was unwavering Our usual activities continued, and she was part of my day to day life as a friend. Then one day I decided to break it all of. I told her that I find her incredibly beautiful,(she is truly beautiful both in features and in character), that I love her, but I can't continue being her friend, because it was not helping me out with the feelings I had for her.instead of me to lose my love for her it grew stronger, since she did not feel the same I needed to take a break. It broke me to say all that. She said if that is what I want I should go ahead. Three days passed without any contact with her, I was restless, I knew I could not go back to her because I would look needy, I really needed her at that time. I decided to call her to ask for the number of someone as a ruse to hear her voice.When she picked the call she sounded down, after exchanging pleasantries I asked her for the number she said she would send it to me. When we finally met I noticed bags under her eyes and she looked so down, that my heart broke all the more.
After the class I went to talk to her, she sounded down as she spoke to me , I told her we could be friends , I couldn't bear to see her that way. After a while she became cheerful and she laughed out loud i can still remember the laughter,it sounded like music to my ears. Days later she told me that she felt the same way as I. She said she loved me too, but she wouldn't date me yet because she was not ready. I really wasn't ready to date so I had no problems with that, the fact that she loved me was all I needed, she was there for me when I was down even as a friend, she putted up with my crappy attitude and made a better person about me , our story isn't ended, this is only the beginning and it is my favorite love story. Her name is PEACE and she brought peace to my chaotic life.
Thanks once again writing and reviews community for the opportunity to hear my story