I wonder what that special designed bed looks like and if it's not possible to buy one (from some hospital no longer needing it or via the government or?) it's important to be able to sleep since without good rest healing process go slower as well plus stress makes it worse.

Your friend is right, if I read you it feels as if you are only smiling since what you write has expressions making me smile although altogether this is damned sad and so it the fact that there's no on taking some initiative to make you feel more comfortable. A good doctor or nurse should see without you asking for it if you are in pain. How was the last dialyze?

Did you order the pic to celebrate your mom's birthday, Christmas and the end of the year?

Speak to you soon again, I hope you have a relaxed weekend as far is possible.
A warm embrace to you