we are here in this life only for a short time. It is our chance to connect with a higher reality. One that is beyond the miseries of this world. If everything is always "wonderful and happy happy" we might become lazy to seek that higher goal and our life passes away. Misery can be a blessing in disguise. Considering like that you are very blessed. After the darkness there is light.
My dear @jiva34, reading your notes woke me up and these words inspired me, giving me light to all my doubts. I won't forget these and I hope that I could apply this way to have the best outcome. It's true life is too short to stay ungrateful.
Happy new year!
Give it some time... I believe in miracles...
Even me I believe it and stay positive will make a way.