You have shared with us a very good thought about yourself and I am glad to know that you are capable of making all your own decisions and you have the ability to be thoughtful. Be able to make a decision and it's good that you don't make a decision too quickly, but think something, understand, then make a decision, and you have the ability to make the right decision and you are independent. You didn't call yourself smart but you are smart because I can understand from your words how intelligent and wise you are.