BETTER LIFE | THE DIARY GAME | 15JUN2024 | 🎉📺🥰 Finished a series and a book today 🥰📖🎉

Woke up around 6 o’clock in the morning today. But I didn’t have the energy to get out of my bed yet as I was really feeling tired. I think it’s because I was overthinking last night and I got worked-up by it. I think it was because of what we watched yesterday that got me overthink.
But I still pushed myself to go and take a walk outside so that the feeling will lessen even just a little. So I prepared the clothes and shoes that I’ll be wearing and also choose the Spotify playlist that I’ll be listening to while I am taking my morning walk.

After my walk, I then continue my workout by riding our indoor bike. But before that, I made myself a cup of coffee first and opened my tablet and ready the game that I’m playing, which was SLIME: Isekai Memories. After I had prepared all of that I started to ride our indoor bike.

^{My workout record for today using my smartwatch.}

Around 9:30 in the morning is when I decided to cook rice for our brunch and then take a bath.

I woke up my sister after I had fixed myself. I was really not in a good state at that time. That is why I woke my sister up and let her cook our food for our brunch. I just got my stuff toys when my sister already woke up. I took them downstairs and washed them on our washing machine.

^{My 3 stuff bears, hanging. 😂}

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Later that afternoon, we continued watching the next season of My Mad Fat Diary on our television. It only had 3 episodes but it felt like we had watched 8 episodes. It was really a rollercoaster ride watching this series as I had felt all emotions in watching it.

^{This was the part when Rae had a fight with Finn.}

It was also educational also as in the timeline of the series, which was from 1996 to 1998 if I remember it right, having a therapist (or psychologist or psychiatrist) was such a taboo back then that the people in those times think that people who has one is somewhat crazy and not to be looked at, as it was really a negative thing to have. That you couldn’t get a reliable and stable job if any one knows that you have one.
Even my parents also actually thought of it that way, back then. That caused me to wait until I had to earn money for myself to have to take a test and to have been diagnosed with a specific mental disability.

I won't discuss it any further but it has been quite a journey since then. I know that there are some parts of my parents that still are not accepting of what happened and are still denying that it happened to me. I now know that they will not change as there are days that they forget it, and it's okay. They are still new to this and they really did not prepare themselves to go through this kind of situation.

^{My Trakt watch history for today.}

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Later that night, while I was waiting for my parents and my brother to come back home, I continued to read the last few chapters of the book that I was reading titled Ghost of the Shadow Market. I waited for them until I got sleepy while reading the book. I had to make myself something to eat as I was also hungry at that time. I finished the book and they are still not here.
They arrived around 12:50 past midnight with snacks from my fathers trip from the province. They came from the airport as my fathers flight got stuck on the runway for an hour as he'd said because of air traffic. After that we all go to sleep.