Forcing Parse Tears

Aldin approached me who had been sitting in front of the school hallway looking at the schoolyard without expression, he sat near me and stared at my face silently. After that he turned his gaze toward the schoolyard, then we kept silent with blank eyes in the same direction.
"Lately you are quiet a lot, we almost never speak again" he said end silence
"Your feelings aja al" I said without looking away.
"What's up?" She asked in surprise
Suddenly yuna comes ...
"Hi!" he recalls
"Hi here" aldin reciprocated and yuna's hand pulled. I looked in the direction of aldin there happiness reflected on his face when yuna came, the happiness he never got when he was with me.
I get out of my seat
"Raina where to go?" yuna asked me.
I just replied with a bland smile, then left the place. I deliberately speed up my pace just to leave them and all the feelings that make me hurt when I see them together.
The hour passes so slowly, I'm tired of having to stay in this school maybe because I do not have much more activities, the usual activities I do with Aldin.
Bel came home sounded, I immediately took my bag and then went out of the class for a moment my eye gaze aimed at aldin I like no right anymore to always look at y, and I have long been close to him. I can only see y hearing all the laughter with Yuna without ever being able to participate in all their activities.
I stepped my foot toward the road, from afar I like to hear Aldin's voice calling me, I try not to listen to the scream, I'm afraid this is only my hallucinations.

Heavy rain just flushed to make my footsteps stopped, I immediately took shelter under one of the big trees on the roadside, this is me and aldin always stop by every time coming home from school. The tree witnessed our closeness, although he could not speak but I could understand he was also happy when I was with Aldin.
Dg suddenly either intentionally or not aldin also stop and take shelter in the tree. We paused for a moment with our eyes at each other.
Aldin sat next to me I immediately moved away, he looked at me with wonder
"Why raina, this is you always like that when I approached you you always just dodge" y asked me
"I'm lazy if at last this closeness makes me wish" I said
"You mean?" wonder y
"Do not you feel that all the time I love you so much and then slowly your attention turns to yuna to the end y you never care about me anymore" I said while holding back tears.
"You are wrong, just you who never again want to be close to me, you who never care about dg me" he said
"You speak without foundation !! Huh .. Time makes me realize that you never have the same feelings like me !!" I say
"Raina look at me! (Forcing my body to face her) she looked at me without a word and hugged me tightly.We were silent without a word, just sobs and raindrops.
Suddenly the aldin's phone rang which made him let go of his embrace ..
Aldin picked up the phone before he could speak, I immediately questioned it
"Phone from yuna ya? Maybe you love her more than me," I said
"What are you talking about?
"Sorry if our closeness yesterday made me love you" I said while wiping my tears dipipiku, then left the place ....
From my ears hearing aldin call me that the longer the disappeared with the swift rain. I ran as loud as I left the place without even the slightest rain or rumble.

• try to leave this heart and feel and hope someday happiness will come though not with him.