A tunneled Journey of thought "Deprived and Rambling"

Lyrics:
Still dead, been awake for less then fifth-teen,
Hope drip through the skylight, i wonder how it missed me
I just keep it moving, heart feeling like it switched beats,
cobras in the grass cant remember if they bit me,
DMT got me feeling ancient,
switch bodies just to relapse
running through fucking pages, i wonder when ill see Matt,
Something tells me that he hates me,
talk to god but i always ball the paper up,
A lack of conversation really kept my faith in touch,
ignorance is bliss,
happiness is makeshift,
slowly loosing grip, see this pencil keeps my days this
dazed out, erasing, crumb chasers never break bread,
wine in my canteen, water down my statements,
walkin on a glacier, slippin through the cracks less,
Acting like theres Aces up my sleeve for the reactions,
A rapping waterfall turn ideas into rapids,
drowning as the rain dripm
take me to desert ive been running through these pages
DMT got me feeling ancient,
switch bodies just to relapse,
I wonder when i gave me,
took my corpse from out the casket use the lead as a replacement,
raise hell just to feel somethin',
i guess i could escape this? used to stay blunted fake smiles for the face lift
I guess i feel nothing,
Narrating as the day drifts,
fuck, dont be acting like you get me,
dont be acting like you get me x5