What we have - we do not store, we lose - we cry

I need your help in this situation. I recently met a guy on the Internet, added to friends. Communicated, and when they happened to meet, I was embarrassed by his height. He was a little below me, and that only stopped me. Then he offered to meet again, I refused, referring to the recently completed relationship. He waited a week and invited me to coffee, and I agreed.

I was happy with everything, he even began to like me even more. Despite his growth, he was a handsome guy. Then we talked on the Internet. On weekends, I called him myself and offered to meet. It turned out that he was with friends and could not come, but then in 15 minutes he wrote that I would leave. It was nice that he came.

That evening, I already subconsciously realized that this is my man and I do not care what he is growing. But here turned out an awkward situation, so to speak, my unclear whims. I began to get angry that we just stand and do not go anywhere (he did not come by his car, but with friends) and, having stayed with him for 10 minutes, left with a friend to drink coffee.

He went offended! I called him after 30 minutes, he did not answer, and wrote every nonsense. The next day we corresponded on the Internet, I rolled up a tantrum, like he left, did not answer the calls. He calmly tried to explain that he had gone home to sleep and that I had badly done to him yesterday. I did not calm down for a long time, and eventually he deleted me and blocked me.

I waited a bit, wrote to him, he responded reluctantly. I tried to apologize for my behavior all useless (guy aquarius on a horoscope), and I already completely wanted to be with him, but it was already late. He harbored resentment against my incomprehensible attitude towards him and all attempts to return him are useless.

If at first he answered, now he does not answer my calls. And I'm drawn to him, and I do not know what to do next. For a month now I do not see him and he ignores me, he does not even want to see. Tell me how to return it. As they say, I have - I do not keep, but lost - I cry.